I want summer and peaches!

I am in very low spirits now. You know, I hate, when I try to make someone good, but he doesn't want to listen to me and acts in his own way. I hate it!

It hurts me so much now. 

I want summer. I want to be lonely. I want everything disappear. The Earth doesn't need me. People know how to act without my help. They have reflexes. They do not need me. I want a sunny June weather... the river... 1 peach... no music, no cars...fresh air...water, bikini and sunglasses. That's all I need now. 

I suffer. That's my life. 

Nothing is perfect. Hope everyone's glad.