суббота, 23 октября 2010 г.
Understood, but haven't realized yet.
Today I understood, that life is extremely short. Well, the fact, that puzzles me most of all, is that probably death will be the greatest problem for me, BUT there will always be people who will easily live without me, absolutely the same way some people do it now. Oh, that sounds so depressing for me, because in fact nobody needs anybody. That's just the play, where everyone wants to act. I am obviously not to be excepted, though most of my time I am concentrated over things, which are hardly connected with reality, but they have the real life-stage background. Well, though there is no real medicine for my malady, I should follow the words from the song of Hurts-Wonderful Life, which run: "never give up, it's such a wonderful life", though wonders hardly happen to me...Nevertheless I am Looking for You, Wonder...Please, find me and help!